I’m back and doing pretty darn well. I needed some time for myself to just deal with various things and kind of keep my head above water. I have a notorious pattern of not dealing with shit and then have a psychotic spaz-out, so I took some time out to just deal with shit. I’m doing fine now though, so back to the basics…

I’ve been pretty busy as of lately. My boyfriend and I are moving in together in a few weeks so, I’ve had plenty of Ikea and Home Depot to keep me busy and to hold my attention. It is never a good idea to have an obsessive compulsive organizer and to-do lister take control of furnishing and re-decorating a house. Holy lists, outlines, and paint swatches galore! Poor guy.. He actually willingly puts up with my antics and even watches Bridezillas with me. Thats probably not a smart step for me.. Haha. I’m having way too much fun with the decorating front though. Plus, Ikea, you are a great love of mine. I sit around with my little paint swatches and flip through catalogs for furniture and art work while watching my We TV. Hahaha, it doesn’t get any better.

Lately, I’ve been having some really shitty nightmares and night terrors. As in.. Nightly. Lets see, last night it was something with human sacrificing and a massacre? WTF? Who dreams about that sort of stuff? I use to have a few re-occurring nightmares… One where I’m set in the 1800’s and find myself with a dead body, but I’m afraid someone is gonna think I did it, so I dismember the body and put it under the floor/in a garden? That one and the rollercoaster safety harnesses malfunctioning and I have to hold on so I don’t die.. Those were the two main ones, but I haven’t had them in a while. Now I can’t sleep without having some sort of nightmare. The worst is that most of the time I’m fully aware I’m dreaming, but can’t wake myself up. Cool.

Ok, I need to do some stuff… So I leave you with random images. Oh, and that Casey Anthony chick might be the most worthless breathing cum stain on the face of the plant. Just saying…

Oh! One last thing: See the light!

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Poni Hoax: “Budapest”